I’m still pro
Legalization of Marijuana for recreational purposes. It should just be a monitored thing like ciggeretes. People know when they need a cig or not (atleast most) and they know how to spread the timing of doing it (about an hour and a half) Yall dig?
Its just that the bigger argument is in:
Once the drug hits its repetitional course in your daily life, it takes away from doing the little things, sure one has the argument of saying it makes them funner (cause I was that person) but then the stage gets deeper to where you literally don’t enjoy anything sober which isn’t the kind of life one should live.
Being Sober
For 3 months and 13 days now in counting.
3 months ago, I could have sworn that I couldn’t go a day without smoking. Yet I went comepletly cold turkey and did it. I made it. I took hold over sometime that had a hold over me. Somehow I had the mental strength to keep away, sure the vocies came back but the real battle is and was are with my urges. I was a feine and I knew it. But im completly done with the drugs. That whole scene, Im out. I got out before it really got to me, or killed me. I’ve already had two best friends of mine die due to that shit and I don’t want to be the next. I’m done trying to prove to nobody that i’m reckless and stupid, i’m done trying to prove that. I’m done.
Struggle
It’s phased me that my life is forever changed because of you.
How to keep up without dark thoughts have been the struggle.
What to make of it is nothing but positives so I’m trying hard to do so.
I will succeed
I will be drug free
But now my brain bleeds and I don’t know how to stop it. continuous thoughts that scare me. cause now I think the government is watching
